inadequate behavior

are you a person who talks? are you a person who writes? are you an artist? are you not a talker, not a writer, not an artist? can you ever be content with yourself? can your actions, behavior, articulation, writing, creations ever satisfy you? do you go over the events of your stupid day despising your dullness, your inadequate behavior, blaming yourself for not finding right words at right moments, for appearing uneducated, unfit, ignorant, and humorless? do you replay it all in your head switching everything, making yourself what you want you to be? do you promise yourself to start fresh, to use the image from your replay, and dig from it when you need to? do you keep failing?