Wednesday, July 8, 2009

today

you are saying, you are going to take a different train. you are saying it is faster for you to get home this way. i sense, you don’t want to hang out with me. i sense, you don’t want to make friends with me. i sense, i annoy you. i sense, i bother you. i am overly talkative, i am overly loud, i am overly irritating.. i am overly sensitive. i am overly insecure. i am overly doubtful.. i am going to step aside. i will not attempt to hang out with you. i will not attempt to make friends with you. until today. today is a different day. today, i don’t care what train you want to take. today, i don’t care that i am that irritating, talkative, or loud. today, i don’t feel sensitive. today, i don’t feel insecure. today, i don’t feel doubtful. today, i will attempt to hang out with you. today, i will attempt to make friends with you. maybe for you or maybe for me.
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2 comments:

  1. IrinaJuly 9, 2009 at 8:32 PM

    When I am going home with you I take “R” train even though it is inconvenient for me, and in fact, it’s takes much longer for me to get home. I do it because I like your company and we can stay longer on the train hanging out… but you don’t talk to me any more even I always stay with you on the same train

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  2. meJuly 10, 2009 at 12:23 PM

    very funny :)

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