Wednesday, September 3, 2008

odnoklassniki

i recently found out that this classmate of mine (that i don’t think i’ve ever talked with for whatever 8 or 10 years we studied together) had a crush on me. wow, this brought so many thoughts. i knew some guys liked me when i was child/teenager, but all these guys were losers. my whole image of myself for so many years was that i was only worth losers liking. i always thought i would not like myself if i would be someone else. and here comes this guy, he was not a looser at all, he was actually pretty popular with the guys (not with the girls though). i don’t think i would of like him, but i would be proud to be liked by him. this info would be so needed at the time. i hear about these kind of stories happening to others, but i am so surprised it happened to me.
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2 comments:

  1. AnonymousSeptember 11, 2008 at 2:28 AM

    I wish we could live twice. Once to go through life and live it. And then again, where you are watching yourself do everything, but you are omniscient and know what everyone is thinking and feeling. I think that would be so cool, to actually know what is going on in a particular moment, to actually have all of the information. On the other hand...it's hard enough going through all of it once ;-)

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  2. meSeptember 11, 2008 at 11:26 PM

    doesn't it seem that whatever is happening on this blog somewhat represents what you said using the best technology available;)

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