clown

you put your clown hat on. you don’t feel comfortable without it. it is the only way you could come up with an excuse. the hat is an excuse from the expectations of acting by the script. clowns are exempt. they don’t check clowns for faking. one’s content with being a clown is good enough proof. no one in the script can have such desire. they all like clowns in the script. you just have to be a good one. you just have to remember you are a clown.